In the past few weeks I haven’t been able to write. I know the motto for lots of people is “We Move” regardless of what happens.
I’ve been sad to see family and friends become so ill and pass from covid, balancing work and studying has been so difficult. I have been eating a lot more recently which naturally leads to putting on weight which makes me feel worst. I took some days off here & there to reset and get myself together.
Despite my time off, I still felt rotten. COVID life is so difficult. I am hopeful but it is just challenging.
Trying to organise zoom calls and stay connected to people is difficult especially when there is not much left to say .
I just can’t spend time scrolling on insta or binge watching Netflix like I use to.
I don’t feel good trying to escape life in these ways. I want to see more realism. I just wonder … are we all in this together? Sometimes it doesn’t feel that way.
I’m looking forward to Easter, when the clocks go back and the days are longer and brighter. When we can picnic in the park and walk without umbrellas, scarves and gloves. I may not be jetting off for Hot Girl Summer but it will be better than this.
What brings you joy at the moment? How do you get through the more difficult days?